I don’t like this. This is the way I prefer it because I’m afraid of anything else. I stay the same because I hate change more than I hate this. 2 pairs of lips in one day. CRAZY. I love it because I thrive in shadows. Grey areas are where I feel most comfortable. Because I can always back out. Even though I don’t want to right now, I know I will want it in the future. Self-fulfilling prophecy? Or just stupid. I’m pretty sure you’ll never get somewhere extraordinary with a safety net. I’m self-netted, no need for a life line. I refuse to deserve or demand love.